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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: rissa Birthday: 8/8/1985 Gender: Female Interests: reading, writing, music....everything about music....and i like to pick on kuya!...=0) Expertise: i can get on peoples' nerves and i can hiccup and laugh at the same time....enough expertise!? Occupation: Student Message: message me Member Since: 6/4/2003

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

now we see another day gone by as the sun slowly leaves it pedastal in the sky. everything in my mind slowly fades into the walls of emotions and endless streams of solitude that take refuge in my head. my breathing becomes steady and my eyes are heavy. while i think of what i've done the past day, everything seems to lead to another, thoughts of the past arise, happy or sad, tense or serene. all those nights staying awake with my window open. the night air was so warm, and the moon kept me company while i listened to the night life of nature in quiet suburbs of rome. nothing was ever so relaxing after that. nothing could make me feel that sense of security, although short lived, it was more than all those other times, and all times thereafter.
"...you can be happy alone," said the chinese proverb, and laughs accompanied it. it's true...unfortunately.

i'll let this sink in, before i start thinking of anything more... and there it is, the truth of a foolish story with an unknown ending. can i wake up now? will the truth still be there? or will it be another story with the truth under wraps, and i can only see what's in front, or only what i want to see?....
what's the story? a soul, scared to be alone, but alone none the less. no matter how close she may get, in the end, she is still far. because it happens that way. there is really nothing to tell, except that there is no happy ending... just an ending.

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Monday, November 21, 2005

i have finally done it... i've manged to push away the person that was close to me... i feel it now... the reality of it seems fake. i can't do anything about it now, it's done. what do you say?

do you just lock it up, and let the pain eat away at your insides!? sounds like torture.. feels even worse...

things that lifted my spirits...

-new book

-great chat conversations

-hope for next year's events to fall through

-being home alone

-cooking! a passion revealed a little late in life... =0P

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

another day... a little more time wasted. it's time to do things i've been wanting to do for a long time... like what!? well, finish rearranging my room... cut my ugly hair... and well... buy a puppy! =0)

but definitely ge tover this sickness first!

i miss all my friends!

hugs are the best!

weddings are the best!

marzipan is the best!

green tea with white cranberries and apples are the best!

nice big orange blanket is the best!

american eskimo doggies are the best!

siberian huskiy doggies are the best too!

ok that's enough... time to get back to work! have a good day everyone! i love you all! =0)

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

i am not remaining true to xanga...i just don't have anything to blog about...well nothing that's interesting that is...

how about vacation after 2 years!?...it was great but also too frikin short! but hey, 3 theme parks in one week isn't bad at all...considering i haven't been to disneyland in 14 years and i have never been to the others...fun stuff!...especially with family! =0)

i don't wanna talk about that anymore...it just reminds me how much weight i gained in a week...always eating out...not good at all!!!

how about this!?....

i thought about you today/and suddenly i was in a daze/remembering how our story started.../a tear fell, we were dearly departed/a day of fun and the night to come/our story was left undone/friends and family all together once more/i see you among them/is it you i adore?

unsure of my answer i take a walk in the night air/my friend walks up to you and asks your cares/a sudden excitement in her voice/we were outisde in seconds/she pulled me out, i had no choice/i know your feelings now/and do you know mine?/

you do/she told you...that little cow/we're still outside but you're next to me now/a hug and a smile, few words of memories/we talk of all our favorite melodies/we walk in the night/returning among everyone when we're through/and now it's time to say goodnight to you/we lie in bed, but we're sitll awake/wondering what we will do the next day...

today's our last day/tomorrow you're gone/we sit and listen to and upbeat song/we talk so much we lose track of time/so we go back home, to pack, but take our time...

now it's the dreadful time of goodbyes/tomorrow you're leaving before sunrise/a few tears and a hug a little longer than the others/i say goodbye to your cousin, you sister and brothers/you were the last and the hardest of all/i coudln't hold it any longer/my tears had to fall/so there i was in your arms, dreading the night before me/i knew that tomorrow would be sad and lonely/finally we let go and you start walking slowly/just wait..one more...one more hug only/so i follow you out and turn you around...and there we were again...in a hug...without a sound....

i really miss you right now...

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Friday, July 08, 2005

the family reunion was better than i thought...but i think i had more fun last year! that's a given...i wasn't really in the mood to go jet-skiing i guess...that really sucks! =0P

after the lake, family came over and we had a picture taking with the MC shirts on! the pictures are BOMB! =0)

fireworks were cool too!

TOTALLY RANDOM...but really nice thing we did that night : we sang that song ..."catch a falling star and put it in your pocket.." song...hahahaha...not trying to boast or anything...but our blending was BOMB as well =0P it was all the cousins!

that night i didn't sleep too well...had to wake up early too...=0)

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wednesday night was little off...not a nice night that's for sure...on the way home from church i vented to ate dani...thanks for listening ate dani =0)

slept over at the cuzinz place...felt better...didn't sleep too well...and woke up with a headache..woohoo =0I

just hoping the weekend won't suck as much...

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